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Latest — 27 Sep 2026

i am mentally unwell and the only thing i seem to be able to do is write.

do you ever feel like letting go of a plate you're holding just to watch it fall and break? sometimes my brain tells me things are going too well, and i need to do something to change that. sometimes in a quiet room i want to scream at

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messy writing and momentum

I find that scrolling too much on my phone these days adversely affects my ability to process — and just sit with — information. It's like my brain is constantly being pushed to the next thing, and the next thing, and the next thing, and I can't center

I'm a coward.

I sit around all day telling myself there are so many things I want to do with my life. But I never actually take the steps towards doing any of these things. I fear that at the end of my life, I'll be filled with regret for not

I want to make a better social media site.

"Remember to imagine and craft the worlds you cannot live without, just as you dismantle the worlds you cannot live within." – Ruha Benjamin For the past four years I've wanted to make a social media site alternative to Twitter (now X). I didn't have

Revisiting Good Old-Fashioned Artificial Intelligence (GOFAI)

In Defense of Bounded, Non-Machine Learning AI When we talk about "Artificial Intelligence" (AI) today, we still refer to a blurry, loosely defined cluster of techniques that our computers can perform. Whether it's detecting where a face is in an image (and/or whose face

a scramble of thoughts (feb 13, 2026)

Since I can't seem to write a full blog post for the life of me, here are some thoughts in bullet point form. * Why do we even write if no one reads anymore? I've been wondering a lot lately about the impact of writing in this

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I've been trying to write, but the words don't seem to be hitting the page right. But maybe that's part of the problem. I care more about how the words sound — how they fit together — than what they're actually saying. I'

do values or features guide application adoption

This morning Discord announced that it will require a face scan or ID to verify your age in order to have full access to the app, starting next month. There's been a tremendous outpouring of disappointment and frustration at this policy change on Twitter and Bluesky, with many

Setting up a personal music server (Navidrome)

Tired of using Spotify? Want to listen to your personal music library on all your different devices? This is a step-by-step guide on setting up your own personal music server that you can stream your music from. I've written this guide so that you can set

what i plan to work on

1. Complete my PhD in 2027 2. Launch LUDDENITES Sometimes it's important to speak into existence my intentions and where I'm headed towards, to make it a reality. I'm committed to completing my doctoral program by 2027, even though the journey here has been