[journaling] may 8, 2023

I haven't posted on here in a while. I feel like I want to, or maybe I feel like I should. I can't tell the difference.

Today's one of those particularly tough days, and I just saw graphic photos of the Asian family murdered in the most recent shooting that happened in Texas, and I'm honestly not doing so well, and it makes me think a lot about family and the future and life and what I'm doing and whether I'm doing enough and am I doing the right things with my short time here?

It's the same thing over and over.